メリクリ (Merry Christmas)

-by SquallJade-

Merry Christmas!

Storm Warriors II - *spoiler alert*

This movie feels kinda like a rushed job.

First of all, I noticed a number of 'famous' actor/actresses being used in this film.
However only two or so have enough lines to keep you awake.
The rest, repeat the words: "Brother Wind" , "Brother Cloud".

The most famous line of the entire movie is: "..."

They sure make Squall proud.

Best of all is the bad guy and his son. I came in late so i missed on the explanation on how he came about. Apparently, he's some Japanese invader...

*stunnnn* (O_o)"

I think they just threw him in there so Wind has a reason to turn bad. The guy was practically a punching bag which died early in the movie. His son (tse) lives on with the sole purpose of breaking the 'dragon bone' which strangely...is the backbone of some old king who rotted sitting upright.

I think what they were implying is the fact that chinese ppl are called the dragon's descendant and therefore the spine of the first emperor (first dragon??) was named such.

This so called dragon bone eventually gave Wind a 'plus 10 to all stats'.

I mentioned plagarism in the above. But since it's a new movie, it's kinda hard to find screenshots for comparison.

But if you will be watching it, see if you can find the following:

1. Sephiroth Lookalike

2. A Squall Scar

3. 300 the movie scenes

4. FF13 versus battle scene

Let me know if you found more. =)

But you know what, all in all...I stayed awake throughout and i think it's not that all bad. I personally think the wallpaper collection would be far more interesting than the movie itself. Really impressive Cg-ing and poses. Good for Wallpapers.

And I liked the Evil Whispering Wind (Ekin Cheng).

Today is the beginning of my new life...

I am thankful for everything that has happened to me thus far.

I am thankful for being loved, supported, blessed...

I am thankful for every little happiness in my life.

To the friends I owe gratitude to...who still watches over me.

I've had setbacks...I got delayed...but now, I'll run even faster to make up for it.

I'll be where everyone is.

For I am freed.

The Japanese Tradition

I've seen the first one on sushi about 5 years back.
And it did not cross my mind to check for the other series until lately.
( I has life bekz...TwT)

Introducing Japan Culture in its most absurd...
I think this group of performers are called the Rahmens.
Not too sure about their history and stuff...

Anyways, enjoy...

1. Chopsticks



2. The Dating Manual

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

I think this song has one of the best lyrics for love songs...
I know it's old...but it really brings back good memories.

Dedicated to family and 'latest addition'...
And not to forget...my 9-year loyalty to FFVIII.

They can improve the graphics, add voices and create other impressive storylines but...

NOTHING's gonna change my love for FFVIII.

EVER!

*polishes gunblade*

~Nothing's gonna change my love for you~

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Lyrics
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If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever, oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know,
they’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star

I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view,
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
...
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Tokyo Street Style

I like the colour and combination of Japanese fashion.
From the sophisticated OLs to the gothic-loli to the cosplay-fantasy styles.
Even the traditional kimono and yukata are works of art.

Their dedication for perfection, cosplay and everything aesthetic is admirable.

The only downside is that some of them...pushed creativity too far. (=_=)"

Style Arena has been a fashion information page with the theme of "Tokyo Street Fashion" since June of 2002. Designed and administrated by the Japan Fashion Association, our goal is to spread and share Japan's dynamic fashion=culture and life view to Asia and the rest of the world.-Style.Arena.jp

Latest snapshots　10/2009 (2009.11.02 UPDATE)
Picture Taken:09.10.27-09.10.29

+ HARAJUKU +


- SHIBUYA -


+ OMOTESANDO +


- DAIKANYAMA-


+ GINZA +

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Tokyo New Tribe - Style Definition -

@Shiro Gal (white-skin girls)


@Visual-Kei (Fashion with strong personality)


@Koakuma-Kei (Girls like tempting devils)


@Lolita (Little girl)


@Hime-Kei (Princess Style)


@Goth-Mode (Shinjuku Goth)

Shu Mizoguchi Updates

This time it's loli-fetish...It's like a plague.

Arcana Rose
アルカナ ロゼ
-October 2009-

Arcana Blanc

アルカナ ブラン
-October 2009-
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All pictures are copyright of Shu Mizoguchi and SHU/GATEN PROJECT
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Sony Cyber-shot TX1 TV Commercial - Firefly

I feel like buying this after watching the commercial...lol.
I want that necklace too =P
Website: Sony-asia-tx1

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When the twilight sings,
It's washed away, way by the sea
Open up your eyes,
Believe the dream

You see how I feel,
That feeling something's just not real

We are drifting through the stars,
Floating here to Mars
Believe the dream ...

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Nakashima Mika: Yuki no Hana (Snowflower)

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Lyrics
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Nobita kake wo hodou ni narabe
Yuuyami no naka wo KIMI to aruiteru
Te wo tsunaide itsuma demo zutto
Soba ni ireta nara nake chaukurai

Putting side by side our stretched out shadows
I'm walking in the dusk with you
Holding hands, forever
If i could be with you, then I could cry

Kaze ga tsumetaku natte
Fuyu no nioi gashita
Soro soro kono machi ni
KIMI to chikadukeru kisetsu ga kuru

The winds becomes cold
And I can smell winter
Gradually, in this city
the season when i can be close to you will come

Kotoshi, saisho yuki no hana wo
Futari yori sotte
Nagameteiru kono toki ni
SHIAWASE ga afuredasu
Amaeto ka yowasa ja nai
Tada, KIMI wo aishiteru
Kokoro kara sou omotta

This year, we watch the first snow flower
Nestled against each other
And when that happens,
Happiness flows out

It's not being indulgent, and it's not weakness
I simply, love you
These thoughts are straight from the heart

KIMI ga iru to donna koto demo
Korikireru you na kimochi ni natteru
Konna hibi ga itsuma demo kitto
Tsuduiteku koto wo inotte iru yo

When you are here
I feel I can overcome anything
I pray that these days
Will continue on forever

Kaze ga mado wo yurashita
Yoru wa yuri okoshite
Donna kanashii koto mo
BOKU ga egao he to kaete ageru

I wake on nights
when the wind sways the windows
And turn any sad things
Into smiles

Mai ochite kita yuki no hana ga
Mado no soto zutto
Furi yamu koto wo shirazu ni
BOKUra no machi wo someru
Dare ka no tame ni nani ka wo
Shitai to omoeru no ga
Aito iu koto wo shitta

The snow flowers flutter down
outside the window
Without knowing to stop
Dyes our city
Wanting to do something for someone else
I learned that it is love

Moshi, KIMI wo ushinatta to shita nara
Hoshi ni natte KIMI wo terasu darou
Egao mo namida ni nureteru yoru mo
Itsumo itsudemo sobani iru yo

If i ever lost you
I’ll become a star, and shine on you
At night, when you smile, or get wet with tears
I’ll be by your side, always and forever

Kotoshi, saisho no yuki no hana wo
Futari yori sotte
Nagameteiru kono toki ni
SHIAWASE ga afuredasu
Amaeto ka yowasa ja nai
Tada, KIMI to zutto
Kono mama isshou ni itai
Sunao ni sou omoeru

This year, we watch the first snow flower
Nestled against each other
And when that happens,
Happiness flows out

It's not being indulgent, and it's not weakness
It’s simple, I just want to be
with you like this forever
So I can feel your gentleness

Kono machi ni furi tsu motteku
Masshiro na yuki no hana
Futari no mune ni sotto omoida wo egakuyo
Kore kara mo KIMI to zutto...

Pure white snowflowers,
pilling up in this city
In our hearts, we quickly draw our memories,
From now until forever...I’ll be with you

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Because someone just turned 23...

Happy Birthday Ojyujin-san,

Because this person is so much of a miku-fanatic, I'll post something related.

Bugger didn't even reply me. Too busy with the 'waifu' (or assignment) i guess...

Here's one to you.



Okay, I couldn't find a translation so the lyrics could mean something not related.
Don't get wrong ideas, "Onee-chan". LOL.

Hitomi Shimatani - Mermaid

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Lyrics
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~Mermaid~
Romaji by: cori
From the single, "~Mermaid~"

* anata ni deaeta kiseki anata to sugoshita kiseki
anata wo ai shite shitta mune no fukai itami
yosete wa hiiteku nami ni kaeshita shinju no namida
watashi wa sora e to itoshisa utai todokeru no
Miss you... Need you... Love you...
Blue Mermaid
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
The miracle that I could meet you, the tracks I passed with you
The deep pain in my heart of knowing & loving you
Coming near are the tears of the pearl that return to the waves that knock me down
I go the sky & continue to sing of love
Miss you... Need you... Love you...
Blue Mermaid

nemurenu yoru wo kasanete wa
hoho tsutau kanashimi ni saita hana
kaeri wo sotto machiwabite
iroasete hito shirezu chitta
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
The sleepless nights repeat
the flower that bloomed on the sadness that goes down my cheek
On the way home, I got tired of waiting
[the flower] faded and scattered secretly

"ato sukoshi kirei nara..."
eien ni ai sareteta no?
oroka da to iwaretemo
zutto sasagete itai aijou
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
"If I were just a bit more prettier..."
Would I be loved forever?
Even if someone tells me that I'm foolish,
this is a love that I always want to devote myself to

omoi wa umi yori fukaku inori wa sora yori takaku
mune no setsunasa ni furitsumoru hoshi no kakera yo
kuchibiru fureau tabi ni itoshisa tadotta tabiji
anata ja nai nara
sotto awa no you ni kieru wa
Kiss me... Hold me... Feel me...
Blue Mermaid
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
My love is deeper than the sea, my prayer is higher than the sky
The pieces of the star lies thickly in the sadness of my heart
Everytime our lips touch, love [is] a journey that followed
If it's not you,
I will disappear softly like bubbles
Kiss me... Hold me... Feel me...
Blue Mermaid

yobiau you ni hikareai
mitsumeai nukumori atatameai
arashi ga satte yuku you ni
kokoro dake torinokosarete ita
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
It's like we call to each other, we're attracted to each other
look at each other, & warm each other up
So that the storm goes away,
only our hearts are left behind

dare yori mo anata ga...
suki dakara kidzuite shimau
ano hi no yakusoku wa
kanaerarezu ni kudakete yuku to
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
More than anyone, I...
love you, so I realize it
The promise we made that day
can't be granted & will be broken

* repeat

anata wa dareka wo aishi watashi wa anata wo yurushi
aoi umi no soko itsuka nemuri ni tsuku hi made
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
You love someone, I forgive you
On the bottom of the blue sea, someday, until I the day fall sleep

omoi wa umi yori fukaku inori wa sora yori takaku
mune no setsunasa ni furitsumoru hoshi no kakera yo
kuchibiru fureau tabi ni itoshisa tadotta tabiji
anata ja nai nara
sotto awa no you ni kieru wa
So long... Good bye... Over
Blue Mermaid
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
My love is deeper than the sea, my prayer is higher than the sky
The pieces of the star lies thickly in the sadness of my heart
Everytime our lips touch, love [is] a journey that followed
If it's not you,
I will disappear softly like bubbles
So long... Good bye... Over
Blue Mermaid
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Lilium...First Anniversary.

Each step I take towards happiness,

Is a step closer to you.

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But who will watch my lilies,
When their blossoms open white?
By day the sun shall be sentry,
And the moon and the stars by night!

~The Poets' Journal: The Garden of Roses~

Additional Info:

The lily family has traditionally represented innocence and purity....
White stargazer lilies, in particular, have come to characterize a sense of purity and are often used as an expression of sympathy. The pink varieties are also considered symbolic of wealth and prosperity, as well being as a sign of aspiration.

Of the many different lilies that are available today, the stargazer lily is one of the true stand-outs. Its spectacular blooms, which can range in color from pure white to the more familiar shades of deep pink, can make a definite impression. Its dazzling appearance and seductive scent has resulted in a flower that can really make an entrance. Stargazers are floral celebrities – bold, beautiful and dramatic – and they're sure to make that statement for you, whatever the occasion may be.

As the world passes me by...

*Warning: This is a personal post, so ignore if uninterested*

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I can hear the sound of doors being opened, things being moved and footsteps coming from the other side of this wall.

But my eyes remain shut as a heavy presence weighs me down.
I am both awake and asleep. Drifting between consciousness, I recalled many things. Most of which are memories of recent events.

I don't dream anymore lately as I don't sleep very well.
And it makes me a little sad...

I hear my phone alarm and it gets louder. Loud enough for annoyance to overcome the dreary feeling i had earlier.

Turn off? -YES- *beep*

I rest down my mobile and sat upright. I can hear again clearly, the sound of others going about on their everyday lives. As if their body fuels itself on just air.

What is it that they look forward to everyday?
What is their motivation?
It is really motivation that drives a person? Or is it something else?

I know mine clearly and yet...I still feel very lost at times.
In the presence of others, i try to keep up.
My world forces itself to move along with them.
But this only exhausts me further when I'm dealing with my own affairs.

When the attention is no longer with me, I drift off once again.
My smile fades and i gaze unfocused.

Around me is a multitude of people filled with warmth.
Be it their hearts or just their smiles.

And amidst them I stood...a lone figure, cold as stone.

Someday, I will live like them.
But until then, I will be envious of them...

...

It's one of those days again.

Some part within me has frozen over and I can't thaw it back.

And I don't think anyone else can either.

All I can do now is hope that someday, I can feel the warmth of the people and everyday things around me...once again.

Life tips: Getting the female ticks out of your pet

Alright, it isn't exactly what the title says...but if you put a little imagination into your thought, you'd get it.

*Hint: Ticks are parasites yea? and pet is something you love and are committed to.

.....

And so it is actually,

HOW TO:

Stop-Other-Girls-Flirting-with-Your-Boyfriend

So, i was thinking...every girl will probably encounter this problem at least once in their lives, if not once every year depending on the attractiveness level of your catch.

Here's a wiki post on it ...
(Yes, Wiki has it all...!!! Banzai!)

How to Stop Other Girls Flirting with Your Boyfriend

There are girls out there who feel that they can get anything they want, including something that's not available for the taking, like your significant other. Here is a helpful way to keep those girls from ruining your relationship

Steps

1. Figure out if the girl is just being friendly, or if she's actually looking to wedge herself in between you two. You don't want to cause a scene if she's just trying to be nice.
2. Make sure your boyfriend isn't egging her on in any way. In fact, if he is shutting down the advances but the girl still persists, suggest that he move away from them at the bar, or stop hanging out with her.
3. If the girl persists in her shameless flirting, confront her. Tell her calmly but firmly, "I do not like you talking/acting like that around my boyfriend." Make sure she understands that her advances are not welcome now or ever.
4. If she still persists in her quest to bag your boyfriend (and it can/does happen), be prepared to fight dirty. Name calling, *edit*---can be used---. Try this tried and true phrase, "Look, you little skank, this isn't Baskin Robbins, and he isn't one of the 31 flavors. No samples."
5. If she still doesn't get the picture, consider voicing the idea of filing harassment charges.

Tips

• If your boyfriend seems to welcome the advances, or if he seems to be encouraging the behavior, let her have him. (He's not worth it)
• Don't have loud, attention grabbing arguments with your boyfriend in public, as those tend to draw other women over to "comfort" him.
• Be calm, yet firm when talking to the unwelcome female. Save your insults for a last ditch effort. If you come out slinging hurtful comments, you're going to look stupid, not her.

End note:

I think the most important thing is not about knowing how to fend them off but instead letting your partner know that you're not comfortable about him being so oblivious to the advances. Guys are just naturally slow in these things and they will just think that you're over-reacting. We understand our species better than them. More often than not, we are usually right. For the guys, it's usually all good fun...until the roles are reversed.

Even if you're good friends, do respect the fact that you remain attached regardless of whether your girlfriend is present or not.

So girls...follow your mind, your intuition, your instincts...and sharpen that tongue.

The best way to euthanize these ticks is by instilling fear and guilt in their mind to the very last brain cell. If she starts screaming at you for explaining simple logic, act surprised and remain calm. Remember, don't disgrace yourself by entering the shouting competition.

Wishing you happiness. Signing off.

Song Collection 19: Lenka

The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

Trouble is a Friend

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go (Oh, oh)
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow (Oh, oh)
The eye of the storm
Wanna cry in the morn (Oh, oh)
You're fine for a while
But you start to lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine (Ahh)

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe (Oh, oh)
And no matter what i feed him
He always seems to grow (Oh, oh)

He sees what i see
And he knows what i know (Oh, oh)
So don't forget
As you ease on down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

So don't be alarmed
If he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine (Ahh)

How i hate the way
He makes me feel

And how i try to make him leave
I try (Oh, oh) I try

But he's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

So don't be alarmed
If he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine (Ahh)

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Chick-lit...er...vid

First, I'd like to stress that I don't usually...if at all, watch or read these kind of things.

I just so happen to be bored and clicked on a random featured youtube vid.

Reader: O rly...
RinHeart: YA RLY!

So anyways, here's a little something for the broken hearted...
And she talked about it ever so...well..you decide.



So for those who think i have a natural dislike for bubbly women/girls...you're wrong.
I just prefer the less biatchy ones.

And i have good instincts on who's naughty or nice...

I just act oblivious 'cause...

"If you have nothing good to say, don't say anything at all."

Peace Out. V(^_^)

Gackt & Group - Chinese Lunch (Humor)

If you can understand this...it's adorably hilarious.

And they were wondering why the guy took away the rest of the peking duck XD

Song Collection 18: Gackt - Lost Angels

One word to describe this guy...

...Surreal.

From his latest single, Lost Angels:

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Lyrics Translation (credits: amaiyakuyume)
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If you can sleep held in these hands
Then I'll erase it for you within my arms
If we are reborn
and can meet again someday smiling...

"I won't forget you"

"Don't cry anymore..." whispered the sky gently
Winter comes to call, the melody of those that have fallen evokes spring
Like you were on the day we met, you show a smile
And disappear along with the children that clung to your pale hands

The overflowing tears change to powder snow

If you can sleep held in these hands
Then I'll erase it for you within my arms
If we are reborn
And can meet again someday, smiling...

"I won't forget you"

When you were happy, you'd hang your head like you were embarrassed and smile
even that little habit of yours no one else noticed was dear to me

Touch my hands, one more time

If it's a love that can be erased with a violent embrace
then someone rid me of my pain
This world dyed in white engulfed you
Announcing the end of the dream

Because you are smiling somewhere in the sky*
I try to make my uninterrupted thoughts
reach out to where you are

If I can save you by offering up this life
I'll show you how I smile as my body burns up
If we are reborn
And can meet again someday, smiling...

"I won't forget you"

"I will not forget you"

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I've found out recently that they've vocaloid-ed him.

Musician and actor Gackt lent his voice and stage name for the creation of Vocaloid, Gakupo Kamui (神威がくぽ Kamui Gakupo). Yamaha wanted to utilize the voice of a musician but felt it would be difficult to acquire cooperation. They consulted Dwango (new owner of Vocaloid publisher Internet Co. Ltd.), who suggested Gackt, as Gackt had previously provided his voice for Dwango's cell phone services.[1] Referred to alternately as Gakupoid or Gackpoid, the most recent release includes a new program, OPUS Express, for mixing vocal parts with accompaniment and phoneme data.[2] The new software will be available for download for users with registered copies of previous Vocaloids. Besides the new program, Gackpoid will include two of Gackt's songs and three example songs.[3]

The product was originally intended to be released in June 2008, but although Gackt existed as a model for the Vocaloid, it lacked an illustrated avatar to match the previous Vocaloids. Popular manga authorKentarou Miura, famous for his dark fantasy epic Berserk, was approached. Due to Miura's affection for Nico Nico Douga, he agreed to offer his services as character designer for free. As a fan of Berserk, Gackt was more than happy with this arrangement, and requested Miura's sketches be faxed to him as well as the developers, even though he was on location for the filming of Guy Moshe's [Bunraku].[4] Gackpoid was released on July 31, 2008.[3] -source wikipedia

LOVELESS (poem) recited by Genesis, FF7:CC

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Loveless
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The Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end,
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar,
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...

Act I:

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky.
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II:

My Friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.

Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end.
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely...

Act III:

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,
In thier hearts they know they will meet again.

Act IV:

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.

Three friends go into battle
One is captured,
One flies away,
the one that is left becomes a hero.
If we were to enact it,
would I be the one to play the hero,
Or would You?
Indeed
After all, your glory should have been mine.

My Friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
And Your eternal slumber.

Now what i want most...
is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...

Act V:

Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul
Pride is Lost.

Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Such is... the fate of a monster.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
If this world seeks my destruction...
... It goes with Me

ACT Vl(Made by Genesis)

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall fortell my return

To become the dew that quenches the land,
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

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Song Collection 18: Fish Leong - Belong (Shu Yu)

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Lyrics
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我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
Wo Jian Chi De Dou Zhi De Jian Chi Ma
What I've persisted, does it all worth persisting?

我所相信的 就是真的吗
Wo Suo Xiang Xin De Jiu Shi Zhen De Ma
What I believed in, is it really the truth?

如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
Ru Guo Wo Gan Zhui Qiu Wo Jiu Gan Yong You Ma
If I dare to pursue, will I dare to keep it?

而如果都算了 不要呢
Er Ru Guo Dou Suan Le Bu Yao Ne
What if I give up and don't want it anymore?

或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
Huo Xu Ba Huo Xu Wo Yong Yuan Dou Bu Hui Yu Jian Ta
Well, perhaps. Perhaps I will never meet him again

或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
Huo Xu Ba Huo Xu Wo Tai Tian Zhen Le Ba
Well, perhaps. Perhaps I'm just too naive

Chorus**

属于我的昨天之前的结局
Shu Yu Wo De Zuo Tian Zhi Qian De Jie Ju
The ending before yesterday that belongs to me

我决定我的决定
Wo Jue Ding Wo De Jue Ding
I've made my decision

属于我的明天之后的憧憬
Shu Yu Wo De Ming Tian Zhi Hou De Chong Jing
The dream after tomorrow that belongs to me

我迷信我的迷信
Wo Mi Xin Wo De Mi Xin
I have faith in my belief

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属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
Shu Yu Wo Men Dian Dian Di Di De Shang Xin
The bits and pieces of sorrow that belong to us

我们要各自忘记
Wo Men Yao Ge Zi Wang Ji
We each must forget

属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
Shu Yu Wo Men Shan Shan Fa Liang De Ai Qing
The glistening love that belongs to us

我们再一起努力
Wo Men Zai Yi Qi Nu Li
We still have to work hard together
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属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
Shu Yu Feng De Na Jiu Qu Fei Xiang Ba
Those belong to the wind, just soar through the sky

属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
Shu Yu Hai Yang De Na Jiu Xiong Yong Ba
Those belong to the sea, just surge like the sea

属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
Shu Yu Wo Men De Ai Gai Lai De Jiu Lai Ba
The love that belongs to us, just let the inevitable be

为什么不敢呢 不要呢?
Wei Shen Me Bu Gan Ne Bu Yao Ne
Why dare not, do not want?

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
Shi Ta Ba Ming Zhong Zao Jiu Zhu Ding Le De Na Ge Ta
It's him right? The fated person that I'm meant to be with

是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
Shi Ta Ba Ta Yuan Lai Jiu Zai Zhe Li A
It's him right? So, he is actually here

----------------------Happy 11th------------------------

I probably don't know everything about you.

Yet, out of a hundred million people...

...I found you.

Picture courtesy of Shel-yang

When you love a person, you are giving them the power to hurt you.

Picture copyright of Nicky Lee

Sometimes...it would be nice if my thoughts came out as words instead of tears.
Or if I could speak as well as I type. (is hyper online)

Years of experience has proven that I am quite incapable of getting angry at people who are close to me. When I argue, I always end up in tears (even though i'm right).

Don't be mistaken, I'm perfectly capable of scaring the hell out of salespersons who annoy me with bad services. But when it comes to people i know, I just either keep quiet(to avoid further conflict) or defend myself with sarcasm...or try arguing with wet cheeks.

It hurts to see those that I love so dearly getting upset. That's why i tend to just shut up and pray that the tense moment will just go away.

It's not like i can win a fight where my words are like a double-edged sword. They cut both you and me up. So my darlings, please don't torment me with this weakness. I really can't fight back fairly.

Speaking of sarcasm, most of my friends would know by now that I'm naturally sarcastic.
It comes naturally when i'm scared, annoyed or plain bored.
Confused yet? Well, it's like this...

I don't like people noticing that I'm sad or afraid or whatever. So i tend to drop sarcastic remarks to draw away the attention or to mislead them.
E.g.: "I am incapable of feeling pain unlike you oversensitive creatures..."

I did say that I rarely get angry but I do get annoyed pretty easily. Especially with inconsiderate people and trust me...this world does not lack those types. Sometimes i exhibit sarcasm by words and sometimes by actions. Here's an example of sarcasm by action:

During a dinner outing, inconsiderate person D was sitting amongst us. As we were having some indian food that night, our indian friends naturally used their hands to dine. D started saying things like, "Don't you think that eating with hands is dirty? Why do you indians do that? It's just so dirty...blahblahblah" to the indian girl next to him, who was ironically, using her hands. And he continued with the nonsense until MY order came.

So naturally sarcastic me, who was sitting in front of him, slowly and gracefully placed my cutlery down and...USED MY HANDS (chill guys, it was indian bread not rice).

This is pretty subtle. But i hope he got the hint. If he didn't, then the Big-Guy-Up-There must have been mass producing in the numbskull category.

Sarcasm when I'm bored...well, that's just me throwing in sarcastic jokes to lighten up the atmosphere and hopefully no one got offended. I mean, it's a joke guys...take a chill pill. (=__=)

There has been only 2 other ppl so far in my circle of friends who can understand and beat me at sarcasm. Hail to them brothers. I lost every single time in a battle of words. T_T

So, to conclude this very long post...to my dear friends, if I sometimes seem cold or act nonchalant, it's not because your affections are slipping through me...it's just that I don't know how to return them properly.

You will rarely see me cry, laugh out loud and you will almost always see me smile.

This is who I am, and I doubt I'll change much. It is a kind of pride that I was born with and grew to love. I am passionate about my ideals because it makes me different.

I will perhaps change as time goes by but do not expect an overnight transformation.

Change is good...but only when necessary. And I won't change just to keep up with majority's ideals.

Besides...

I'm more comfortable being prim and proper than letting loose like a wild goose.
<sarcastic joke...i don't mean to insult anyone.>

We live by our own ideals. We are beings meant to be unique.

Song Collection 17: Hiru No Tsuki - Akino Arai

Hiro no Tsuki (Midday Moon)

It has always been that I'm attracted to simple soft songs like this.
There's an air of mystique to it that draws me.

Of course, many of my friends will fall asleep listening to it.

I'm just not cut out for all that metal-punk-rock stuff. *sips tea*

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Lyrics
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oto no nai mahiru
One soundless mid-day,

kaze ha tada akarui
the wind was so cheerful.

sukoshi nemutasou ni hanabira ga yureta
Flower petals sway in the breeze
as if they were sleepy.

nani ge nai kono omoi
This serene feeling...

nee, hito ha donna kotoba de yondeiru no
Tell me, what's the word people use for it?


shiroi suna no tsuki toji kometa hanashi o
Tell me a story that's locked away
in the white-sand moon.

hikari furasu you ni kikasete ne sotto
Let me hear it
as gently as light shining down...

itsuka shiru toki ga kuru no?
Will the time come?

mune no itami o
when you know the pain in my heart

soshite ima yori yasashiku naru no ne
Then you'd be able to be gentler than you are now.

atatakai kono omoi
Such a warm feeling...

nee, hito ha donna namae de yondeiru no
Tell me, what's the name that people give to it?

shiroi suna no tsuki mabushikute mienai
So bright it can't be seen, like a white-sand moon

tooi mirai no koto kikasete ne sotto

let me hear of the distant future, softly.

TheStarViewer: All a child needs is love and affection

We've all heard the news about old folks being abandoned at nursing homes etc etc.
I find this particular write-in unique and true to the writer's feeling.

We have too many hypocrites in the current society.
Pointing fingers without a moment of hesitation and condemning people without hearing reason...

All this to make themselves feel 'virtuous' above others.
As Jesus once said, "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone."

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I REFER to “Reluctant to add to kids’ burden” (The Star, July 29).
I just want to say that the writer is the kind of parent I would never abandon when he is old.

Unfortunately, I cannot say the same about the one I have.
I was brought up in an average family. Although I never had many luxuries in life, I had all the basic necessities for survival.

Most people would say I am lucky compared with many other people. I never demanded any material things from my parents. All I asked for was love, respect and some self-sacrifice for the betterment of the next generation.

Instead, I would come back to incessant insults of my stupidity, psychological abuse and discouragement in life. My mother left my father and my stepmother is the same as my father. As they say, “birds of a feather, flock together”.

Now, I am a successful engineer with my own happy family and all the material things I need and want. I cannot be bothered to go back and visit, even though they live less than 10 minutes’ drive away.

I know there are irresponsible people who abandon their loving parents and these people are despicable. More often than not, I have seen that most old folks who have been abandoned have another side to the story.

Irresponsible men who abandoned the family and gambled their salaries away, and parents who abused their children, either physically, emotionally or mentally.

Let this be a warning to all parents. Do not think that providing a roof, food, clothing, mobile phone and a Playstation is enough. Sometimes, all a child needs is some love and attention even though their physical life is lacking.

A child will always forget that he was once hungry but will never forget that he never had a sweet childhood and love from his parents.

Now, I swear to my child that no matter how tired I am, I will always help with his lessons, play with him, love him, encourage him to be the best that he can be in life, and help him to the extent that I can afford to.

I swear to be a good father to my son, the kind of father that I never had. I will never force him or remind him to take care of me when I am old and whithered.

My child owes me nothing. He did not ask to be born into this world as my child. The burden shall never be on my child.

To all parents out there, it is time you realise this. Your child is not your insurance policy. It is your responsibility.

If my child takes me in when I am old, I would be grateful. Maybe then, I would have done something right in this world before I leave.

SOR CHAI,
USJ, Selangor.

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Please don't flame me for posting this or the writer for writing it.

It is only natural for people to think the way they do because of the circumstances that they are in. I'm not entirely supportive of his views but as i have said, i may think differently if i had gone through his childhood instead of my very own blessed one.

It was after reading this article that I am reminded of how much love my parents have for me and my brother and how they have sacrificed so much of their lives to complete ours.

And the award for "Most adorable Diner" goes to...

These guys...



I think if i ever have guinea pigs...they're gonna end up overweight.
Because i will keep feeding them...just to see those adorable chewing moves.

Runner Up



I used to have syrians too. They really do stay still when eating!
You can touch them, prod them and even scratch their heads and they will continue eating.

Cute little gluttons. <3

Death Note for MJ

I don't mean to disrespect him but...

This is just too good to miss. Click on image for a clearer view.

Credit goes to Neodusk. His site is http://neodusk.deviantart.com/

Fatal Frame 4 on Wii (Uwawawawa.....T_T)

Alright, after reading a friend's blog on ghosts...

I summed up some courage and checked up on the Fatal Frame series.
This is like, the worst ever i have experienced in gaming history.
And it was ironically, introduced to me by the most trusted person ever in recent years.
(I'm going to kill him for that...)

And so, with the help of a dear friend, we decided to go hunting for the scariest gameplay/trailer/cutscene of the game. Mind you, this we did at sometime after midnight.
Bless me for my insufferable curiosity to kick in at that time...

Here's what I found: (for the weak-hearted please skip)





Good luck having sweet dreams tonight.