Random Post 3: Thoughts...

I think I've fallen in love with life in Melbourne...

I think I shouldn't have...

I think I'm in serious trouble... if I can't let go at the end of this year.

I think fate is cruel...

I think I've changed...

I think it's still a long road to perfection...

I think I better get back to studying...

I think I'm getting addicted to Pods...
@_@

(Sorrento, Melbourne)

Random Post 2: 出会ってしまった 運命が廻りだす

出会ってしまった...
　
As we met...

...運命が廻りだす.

...fate begins to turn.

I just found out the meaning of the chinese characters written on my shiro-neko (white colour kitty) accessory which i hang on my thumbdrive.

Bought it because the cat was shaped in a really cute way...
...a FAT maneki neko (japanese fortune cat).

Written on it was...

情投意合
Being perfectly suited to each other
(A Match Made in Heaven)

Hmm...interesting. No wonder I like cats.

KAwaii desho~??? \(^_^)/
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Random Post: Still searching...

My mission is to find this guy ever since i saw him...7 years ago.
Patience is Virtue...LOL. *gets whacked*



Side Quests....


Unfortunately, Nic (above) is no longer available.


and many more cool, quiet, mysterious type...

P.S. I know this post is ridiculous. No one asked you to read in the first place =P

Song Collection 7: Kanon Wakeshima -Still Doll (VK OP theme) & ON/OFF-Futatsu no kodou to Akai Tsumi (VK ED Theme)

If you have the mp3 file...feel free to send it to any of my emails. (for those who know the add)
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EDIT: Have already found them. Thanks.
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Kanon Wakeshima- Still Doll (For Vampire Knight Ending Theme)
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Lyrics
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Hi Miss Alice
あなた硝子の眼で Anata garasu no me de
どんな夢を Donna yume wo
見られるの？ Mirareru no?
魅入られるの？ Miirareru no?

またあたし Mata atashi
こころが裂けて Kokoro ga sakete
流れ出る Nagarederu
繕った Tsukurotta
隙間に刺さる Sukima ni sasaru
記憶たち Kioku-tachi

Hi Miss Alice
あなた果実の口で Anata kajitsu no kuchi de
誰に愛を Dare ni ai wo
投げているの？ Nageteiru no?
嘆いているの？ Nageiteiru no?

もうあたし Mou atashi
言葉を紡ぐ Kotoba wo tsumugu
舌の熱 Shita no netsu
冷め切って Samekitte
愛でるお歌も Mederu outa mo
歌えない Utaenai

still you do not answer...

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English version

Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Stilll
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

still you do not answer

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ON/OFF-Futatsu No Kodou To Akai Tsumi (Vampire Knight OP Theme)

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赤く赤く赤く揺れて
Akaku, akaku, akaku yurete
夢の夢の果てへ
Yume no, yume no hate e

もう何度も諦めては　押し殺すたび
Mou nando mo akiramete wa, oshikorosu tabi
行き場の無い感情が　目を覚ましてく
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me wo samashiteku
穢れの無い　その微笑み　残酷なほど
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi, zankoku na hodo
遠い存在だと分かるよ
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo

癒えない傷　心　蝕むだけなのに
Ienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
闇の中に　今も宿る　思いを抑えきれない
Yami no naka ni ima mo yadoru omoi wo osaekirenai

赤く赤く赤く揺れて
Akaku, akaku, akaku yurete
夢の夢の果てへ
Yume no, yume no hate e
出会ってしまった　運命が廻りだす
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
誰も誰も知らない　秘密
Dare mo, dare mo shiranai himitsu
堕ちて堕ちて堕ちて　もう戻れない
Ochite, ochite, ochite, mou modorenai

罪を刻んでも　きっと
Tsumi wo kizande mo, kitto

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English version

Crimson after crimson sways
Beyond dreams

Even after repeatedly giving them up, crushing them
Emotions with no-place-to-go awaken
That untainted smile is very cruel
Because I know its presence is distant

Even though the wound that can't be healed only eats away at my heart
In the darkness now dwell thoughts that can't be suppressed

Crimson after crimson sways
Beyond dreams

When we met, fate begins to turn

A secret that no one else knows,
We're falling deeper and deeper and can't go back anymore

Even if we cast away our sin, absolutely.

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Hahaha....I really really love the songs in this anime.

And Kaname Kuran too...*heart*. Vampires are just sooo cool.

Personal Note: The ups and the down down downs...of my life.

Because it was considered a late submission.
I feel like kicking myself and the goddamn printer who decided to play dead right at the most crucial moment.

I have never in my life delivered a late submission. Congratz to myself on getting a new personal record. No, make that two records. For the first time in my life...i stayed up for more than 24 hours. No naps in between...not even a wink.

This is what Electrical & Computer Systems Engineering in Monash University can do to you.
So girls,

...if you wanna retain what's left of your youth...don't take engineering

...don't come to Monash....

.....and you'll get a delicious hunk for a boyfriend, have plenty of time to beautify yourself to be the envy of others...go shopping with your girlfriends every weekend...have time for facial treatments and spa...polish your nails till they glow like moonstones...and never ever be mistaken for a panda bear (i meant the eyebags if u didn't get that).

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Alright then...post content will resume as normal after this....or at least until i get stressed again.

*KO-ed*

10 Things I Hate About You

I must be really stressed to blog this often...

Anyway, watched this movie some time ago...and i suddenly felt like putting up the poem Kat Stratford recited at the end:

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I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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If you really count them, there's more than 10 things in that list. I have no idea why the title says only 10...maybe they count by sentences. *shrugs*

There's a song in there that's pretty catchy..."Cruel to be Kind" by Letters to Cleo.

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Lyrics
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Oh, I can't take another heartache
Though you say you're my friend
I'm at my wits end

You say your love is bonafide
But that don't coincide
With the things that you do

When I ask you to be nice
You say you gotta be

Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind

Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why

I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again

And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be

Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind

Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why

I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again

And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be

Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind

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There's was a time when the world was much sweeter...

Yet another forwarded email content...
Girls will cry...guys will laugh.

The difference between reality and fantasy...you decide.

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When she walks away [ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you [ Hold her and don't let go ]
When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ don't look away until she does ]

When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ]

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking baby?"

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Note: I personally like the last one...

Would like to meet the guy who could at least fulfil 80% of the above list. I don't need a slave. Just a sensitive soul. A good compromise...don't you think? =P

..... *long pause*

Alright, alright...i get it. I'll just go back to my Squall obsession...virtual guys roxx.

Enchanted Fantasy: A Tribute

Because I thought the song matches the video pretty well.
And because I had nothing to do. (Even though my exams are near and my thesis mid-year presentation is in two weeks)
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Edited and compiled by me.
Song by Jon McLaughlin.
Software used is Windows Movie Maker.
Please notify me if you plan to embed this onto your website.
IF possible, refrain from embedding to your own site.
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I present to you...

FFVIII_So Close

On a side note, today's horoscope says:

"There's nothing wrong with having your head in the clouds, but it's a mistake to try and live there. You will have to gather your strength if you want to make it over the last hurdle. A project you thought you had finished still needs some more work. A little self-discipline will help you to reach the finish line."

Perhaps...it is time to wake from this dream i began a long, long time ago?

I'm starting to really miss home... -_-